T-minus two days to beginning the Martha's Vineyard Diet Detox by Roni Deluz

Hi, I am a mother 37 year old of three wonderful girls, 9,6,4. I am married and a full time student I also work part time. I will graduate in the fall with a BS BA in Accounting with a Minor in MIS. I use to be a size 9 up until my third daughter was born after which I ballooned to a 12. Although this is not so much about the weight as to my feeling of being very toxic. Growing up on a tiny Island in the caribbean we grew and ate everything what we grew, which is what they term now as organic, we had no microwave(which I personally think is very toxic) and the size of the vegetable did not matter. I feel so toxic at time I am just fighting to get out of bed to do anything. I had clean clear, beautiful skin at home now I am struggling with pimples in my face, and some spots on my chest they call liver spots( at home they call it latta which is a fungus ) I usually get them during the summer when the temperature is sky high and I perspire more.
My skin no long looks or feels the same. And I need that back. So thats why I what to change my eating habbits and my life by doing the MVDetox.

Nevertheless I realize I need to detox when I went to take an exam and I went completely bland, I had no idea what was on the exam is as if it was greek. I could not figure out why it was happening, believe me when I say I prepared. I drove home in silence wondering what could have happen, why and what cause it. I remember reading in the book I had bought about three weeks ago in the introduction page 3 that "better mental clarity, memory and focus" was a benefit of doing the detox and realize that I need to do this detox if I to be of any good to my self, my kids and my husband. So here I am, ready, and willing. I bought my supplies, I have my juicer I control my kitchen so I already put my stuff out and secure my space. I am waiting for Thursday to begin. Right now I am battling the flu but hope fulling by Thursday I will be better. I am looking for all the support and encouragement I can find because I still have to cook for my kids husband. I look forward to the challenge.